Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Believe in the Believers of Never-ending Love

There's nothing worse than unrequited love. You are everything I could want and I could be what you need. There's this sick sinking feeling in my stomach and I just want to scream at the top of my lungs that, "Here I am, just notice!" But you wrap your head in your own little world and pretend that this will play itself out. But you sit there and move on with your life while I'm dropping more hints than bombs in WWII.

You have nothing to lose and you have everything to gain. I've never wanted anyone to take more of a chance on something than you on me.

I've got a bigger heart than you'd imagine and that's all I have to give. It's not who you are up there, it's who you are down here. Your head is in the clouds and I've never given up on my dreams. Everyone thinks I'm crazy but I'd rather be crazy than stop this feeling. I've lost my Buchanan curse of settling. I drive myself and you're the end of the road.

You're the California coast you promised you'd take me to. I'm the girl you'd never find in the city lights that have always seemed to blind you. You're a city boy and I'm a city girl, what could be better?

But with every day, I know you won't answer the phone. I won't get that call and I've been broken to the point of giving up. The little ember in my heart is struggling to stay lit for you. I'll keep it there, barely flickering until you realize your regret.