Melt Away

I am going to make promises I can keep this time. Everything needs to change. I don't care how much of myself I destroy in the process. I'm going to be a whole new person next year and I'm going to see how much self control I really have.

This is not a cry for help. If it was a cry for help, I would put this everywhere I could, seeing if someone would notice. But, at this point, I don't care if someone notices or not, because it's not going to matter. Maybe I am one of the most self destructive people I know, but I'm just going to deal with that when my time comes.

-jrd